Distracted by my own website

Many times, I feel tempted to rewrite my own blogging system. Maybe I want to change how posts are listed, or I want to use a language that's more cross-platform than shell script - Python, in this case.

Eventually, I give up.

Why am I distracted? The current system still works well.

Did I just follow others' website appearances without creating my own? Why do I feel the need to do all of this?

Maybe I'm a sheep, following others mindlessly.

Why did I give up, though? Is it because I've lived in comfort for so long that I can't step out of my own zone?

I don't know anymore.

I end up not finishing anything I start. More wasted time.

My perfectionist tendencies make me suffer once again. Another wave of guilt.

...Maybe I need help. I'm losing my sanity.

See you.